Dealing with no Depakote for a while...

found on web, one site was "sailing anarchy". couldn't find other site when i remembered to get name to give recognition. sorry

being off of depakote for several days was rough. missed my adderal a lot during that time too, just because  take both of them at the same time at night.  Sleep cycles have been so wacked - allergies, long hours of moderate activity at work (walking around in yards spraying, spreading fertilizer, and examining yards.

Feeling so brain dead right now.  The last few times I woke up it's like a horrible fog in a web filled dense forrest of random part of visions, words, feelings and recognition of self.  Just sitting thinking that I have some stuff to do, things to find, places to be, self to realize, chores to do... oh yea, i DO have to mop up a bunch of ice i dropped. brb in a few minutes...
well, go into scrubbing the floor and the edges of the cabinet doors...  kinda manic, kinda not. Mixed states, I guess...don't want to watch this show, hold on.
nothing on...
what to eat... food is good. maybe 4 bean salad and a bit of salami pasta...
brei cheese n crackers...
don't know, don't know... what to do, what to be, what causal vector to obtain and maintain....

downloading "Heavy Metal" the albulm... forgot how much I digged that movie. I think that was one of the ones I was snuck into as a young kid... or downstairs to watch it late on the tv with the next door neighbors in their basement...
hmmm will do a song for you. one of my fave's from there.

just a sec, forgot to get the link!