Life sucks. Just when your thinking something positive, a wonderful, gleaming, silver linning has finally come your way, it slams into you like an 18 wheeler racing at a million miles an hour.
A beautiful star, shinning and lighting your way, blows and becomes a back hole - insignificantly small.
A freight train, silently running at you, with a bright light catching you like some doe-eyed idiot that you realize you are.
Useless, worthless. I hate fighting these feelings.
No one cares or wants to.
Leave me alone, I'm just a social leper, nothing special about the pain shredding my skin away.
I hate you! But please, please don't leave me alone.
Just go away and be with me....
I hate this. It's always here... Just leave me alone!