22 November 2009

Was a fairly groovy day. But of course, it was just me, plants, n sunlight.

Talkin to supe tomorrow at work, appologizing.
All apearantly was good at work, no major problems. Even though I appologized and felt bad a bit about last week. But got good compliment indirectly - supe talked about how other person was a bit indecisive, slow, and acting unmotivated most of the time.
Really hope for today off. Soooo mother fucking tired of this wet shit. Yep, for a plant person, shit. Wet, slippery, Kansas clay. Hard, packed with minerals making it too base even if fluffed - too much amending if you want the first two seasons to be semi productive...

Tired right now, makes depression easy to set in. Not the boo - hoo type, but the very low or minimal motivation. Lack of sunlight today. Too many cold fronts crusing in lately. oopps, gotta go soon. need more coffee, get ready and a smoke.

Addicted to adiction. Maybe I'll remember to right down those lines instead of soo many I have forgotten - short prose in my head all the time, paradies of lyrics in extreme irrational (emotional) states...

Peace n moderation, all
These are the thoughts and feelings as they happen. The subject matter and verbage may be of a more mature nature, and may be considered sensitive by some. In respect for that, I shall try to remember to give headers (with some space before post) and attempt to just "suggest" sensitive verbage.

Peace, Blessings, I hope this can help some.