Well, I know it's no where NEAR father's day, but i was just missing my son. So maybe it's son's day?
Feeling lonely. Not sure. Not as confident as I thought I was. May be doing things run. Trying. Trying to be stable and calm. Looking for ways to learn. For some, it may be to them that God is preparing them, but I see it a bit more active.
If God helps he stay peaceful, then I can make better decisions. Desicions based on a philosophy of Peace and Love. Therefore, I learn, and can apply that situation to improve something else. I just don't know what to do. Don't know what I'm doing or done wrong. Maybe everything, maybe nothing. Don't even know what im talking about anymore - bing, bong, zip, zip, zooooom!!!!\
im truely mind dead right now. maybe go eat something, don't know. need to take care of the parana's soon.
night, night. kill the flies